(The following is the transcript of a group channeling that was conducted by Paul Selig in New York City on September 2, 2010. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)
We have to teach them tonight. And tonight’s as good a night as any to know what you want to be with your life. How about that for news? What if you knew, tonight, what you wanted your life to be about? How would that feel to be able to articulate a need so simply that you could express it to a group of people? How would it feel to be able to say in truth, “I am this man who does this thing,” “I am this woman who does this thing and I want to be myself in fullness, in truth and in recognition of my knowing as a Divine Being.”
Now when you say to yourself, “I don’t know what I want, maybe someday I will learn what I want or someone will teach me this, or I’ll get hit over the head with a hammer and I will know,” you actually create problems. And, in fact, you do know when it’s time to know, and you can be hit over the head with a hammer, in truth, but you don’t need that. All you really need is the willingness to decide that you are worth what you say you want. “I am a teacher of the Word.” “I am a writer.” “I am a technician.” “I am a Rabbi.” “I am a nurse of the dying and the well.” “I am a healer.” “I am a liver, I am one who lives her life in fullness.” All of these things are truths the moment you decide them.
Now in the past we have taught you that to decide that you are something in recognition is a smaller way of being: “You are the Word who does this and that,” “You are a being who expresses herself though this and that” and that is all wonderful. And we attest to this as true. But what we are talking about tonight is something different and that is truth and what you want. You have to stop this, each one of you really, by telling yourself “I will know what I want when I am ready to know,” and watch your life pass you by. Each one present here, regardless of their name, has the ability to decide and in decision you create.
When you set an intention, you are in decision. It is not amorphous. It is not a path that will reveal itself some day. It is decided by you in frequency and then you must work to call forth the requirements of that want through choice and willingness to serve. “Now what does that mean?” Paul asks, “Willingness to serve?” Well, we will tell you this: When you choose in a higher knowing what you want you will be in service in one way or another. “I want that amazing house” may be a fine thing to want depending on where you are going with it. If it is not for the highest good of you and others, it is a thing. It is just a stupid thing that may give you some pleasure, and that’s okay, too. But you don’t have to pour your energy into it as if it matters in a real way. You must ask yourself very simply “Why do I want this, what will it bring me and where is it in service?”
When what you ask for is a call to others and a requirement for your own growth, it will come into passing. It will come into manifestation and you will work with it as a creation. Now there is not one thing your lives, believe it or not, that has not been intended by you in one way or another because you are party to all your creations even if it only means that you have gone into agreement with other’s beliefs for you. “I am that kind of woman.” “ I am that kind of man.” “I do this and that and that makes me who I am.” That is all true. You have chosen it and you have gone into congruent with information about what you are supposed to believe.
Now want to technically disband some systems tonight that are really about beliefs that are inherited and are not serving you any more. This will allow you to know what you want from a true level and not from a place of understanding and thinking, which is very different. When you know what you want you are not thinking nor are you understanding, you are knowing. And when you are operating from your knowing, everything is easy. When you don’t believe yourself, you are not in your knowing. When you are not understanding yourself, you are not in your knowing. However we will tell you this, when you are claiming your truth regardless of whether or not you believe it in fullness, you are in your knowing in higher frequency. The claim “I am Word” withstands many things. At your essence, it’s the truth of who you are. No mater what you see in the mirror, it is who you are. It is a level of vibration in recognition of itself as Word, the Creator in manifestation.
Now our love for you is great and we don’t mess around when we teach you in energy, but you are the ones who choose. And when you choose what you want from your knowing you are clear. When you choose what you want from inherited belief systems, culture dictates, religious beliefs that were given to you by authorities, you restructure your systems to align to those things and you create from them. When you believe yourself to be worthy, you know your worth. When you believe that you can only be worthy because you have attained a certain thing, or spoken a certain way, or looked fashionable, how ridiculous is that to deny the self herself, himself through requirements that were never yours to begin with? You adjusted yourself to meet them and you decided they were yours.
So we spoke to you earlier about the requirements of dismantling technically those things that are not in service of your knowing and must be cleaned out, one at a time or all at once if you are able to choose the new in fullness.
Now, we want to know from each of you what is one thing you would like to release tonight that has subverted your own knowing, that has stopped you from accepting your truth and your worth and your ability to heal yourself. What is one thing you would lose if you were able? Would you articulate this please for yourselves. We ask you this for one reason; tonight we want to work with you on disassembling systems of recreational worry, and worry that you will not get what you want, and that you are not good enough to have it, and that you could never have it anyway because it is not yours to have. And this is true when you believe that you cannot be loved, when you cannot be healed, when you cannot be recognized in your worth, or in your knowing of yourself as an aspect of the Creator coming into form. And “coming” is correct. Each one of you here is coming into form. You are the manifestation of God in the bodies you stand in. But the realization of this in fortitude comes in ways that can be supported by the body you stand in, by your own systems acclimating well enough to higher frequency to stand in its expression. When you systems are not aligned to truth, it becomes more difficult.
Now there are levels of truth, you see. And we will say at the essence of everything, there is one knowing, one mind, one great mind in the imagination of your life and that is you as you are expressed in this second, in this moment. You are of that. But the gradations of knowing have become assembled for you. When you turn one page of a book, you have so much information. When you skip five chapters down, there is deeper information and going onward and onward and onward. There is always depth.
Now you do not go from a surface to the depths of infinity in a moment without crashing and burning. So, we have to acclimate you today to your systems so that they can negotiate vibration. And this requires you to say no to certain things from this day forward. “I am no long frightened of my beliefs.” “I am no longer fearful of my knowing.”” I am no longer worried that I will be taken away for what I believe in and I will no longer believe that others have that level of authority over me.”
Now we will teach you, but we want you to understand that those beliefs are held in your system. Some are from past lives, Paul, yes. But many of these things are actually instilled in you in each incarnation because it allows you to become controlled. And once you are controlled, you don’t do anything wrong. You don’t defy a system that says you cannot incarnate as yourself in fullness. And you have been taught, each one of you, that that is not truthful and here you sit tonight claiming yourself as Word. How remarkable is that when you think of it?
Now dismantling systems, we would say, can happen in several different ways. When you say “No, I won’t do this any more,” you are supporting change. But the systems that you stand in must be recreated to re-assume Word where Word has not been allowed to have its way. We will show you this through the being of it. The being of it is very different than the doing of it. Doing is always about doing things and being in your active self. But the being of the frequency of Word is what changes you. “I am Word through my body” is the statement that we have used to assume the body into higher frequency. This next step is to claim: “I am Word through all of my knowing and all of my belief systems. I am choosing now to integrate myself as higher frequency and I recognize that in the doing of this, I am realigning myself to my own knowing and require myself to dismantle all beliefs that were not created from my knowing, but were heralded for me by others’ will, by fear and by change that I had to fear and consequently create a belief system about.”
Now we ask you this. Are you willing to make this decision? Are you willing to align yourself to a new way of standing up for yourselves? Because believe it or not, that will be a requirement. You are always accosted with the familiar that has told you who you are and those mirrors are all around you. Those mirrors, in many ways, are distortions that have been placed there to teach you the limitations that you would be held by. And when you are confronted by a reflection that is distorted. It will hurt you. It will not feel truthful and you will realign your frequency to rise above that image, to be reclaimed by truth.
“I am now claiming myself as witnessing myself in truth. I am now choosing to realign my frequency to hold myself in a new way that will be heralded by love, by truth, by the recognition of my worth and the worth of others. And all that has been false that I have believe in to be true now has permission to release its power over me and I am realigned once and for all in my knowing. I am Word through this intention. Word I am Word.”
Now we are giving you something new and we are giving you a potent message about your responsibility to change your world. When you are doing this work, you work with others, unseen, to benefit their health, their wellbeing and their circumstances. You have each been doing this in your own way in your sleeping states, in your waking states through your willingness to serve. But tonight we teach you that your responsibility must extend to the world. This is not selfish work. And those of you here who have believed that this was about earning your light so you could be a happier person are going to be in for a big surprise. This is about service and teaching and worth. And you must call to you those you need to serve by asking for their presence in your life. This is not a small matter. This is your job if you want it. If you do not want it, you can do something else.
The frequency of “I am Word” is still who you are in truth and will always be the case. But as you remember yourself, “I am Word as I know myself, as I express myself, as I stand in my knowing” the resonance of who you are will still be transformative to others. Now you have been selected, those of you who have come for some time, and those of you who are drawn here to serve, you have chosen this. And we have been choosing. And this has been going on for many, many, many years. Stop thinking that this is a boo-boo that you are serving, “I didn’t sign up for this.”
Well guess what everybody? You are still in choice no matter what you choose. But to be in service as frequency comes with this passage. You cannot resonate in one way and exclude another. Do you understand this? You cannot exclude another from this frequency as you express it.
Paul said yesterday he would love to kick somebody down the stairs and then Word through them, and he was making a joke. What he was really saying is, “I can be the Word as I choose to be,” and that is a falsehood. Once you are the Word and know yourself as such, you can express yourself. But to exclude another from this love, regardless of what they present to you, is to exclude yourself. And that is a knowing that you will each know because you each engage in this. Everybody does. “Those politicians that I don’t like are not the Word.” “That woman who makes me so angry,” “The man who hurts me so much,” whatever it may be. These are decisions that you make. When you know the one before you as Word regardless of how they present themselves to you, you will know what it feels like to be the Christ in manifestation because that is the game here, that is the truth of our work. You are manifesting in the Christ consciousness and there can be no judgment. And guess what everybody? The diagrams we are using to teach you about false beliefs include a judgment that is a system, frankly, of fear and control that you cannot claim any more and do this work in fullness.
So tonight we give you this present: “I am Word through all that I see before me.” And as we claim you in Word, as you decide tonight that everything that you need is provided for you in love, you will serve and you will heal. And the mechanisms that we have given you to serve will make themselves present in action. But the being of this, “I am Word through my being.” “My being” means “who I am as I be” will become what you know as who you are.