(The following is the transcript of a channeling conducted by Paul Selig in New York City on August 5, 2010. It was followed by group and individual energy work.)
We want to talk about truth. What is your truth? How do you define your truth? Where do you see your truth in your daily life? You have to ask yourself this every day in order to be truthful. So many of you, still, are anchoring in fear as your daily existence by negating your truth. And as you negate your truth you bring permission to other things to come in its place. It’s really very simple. As each one of you states “I am in my knowing, I am Word through my knowing,” you create the possibility of truth. As you anchor your truth it becomes who you are, and what you do is always in truth.
We are trying to be clear with you tonight because you have misconceptions about what this work is and what it means to be activated. And this is actually very important: To be activated means to be in truth in your conduct, in your integrity, and in your love. To be in truth in your conduct quite simply means that you do not lie to yourself or to others in any way, shape or form. It cannot be convenient to be in untruth any more because it takes you out of frequency. And this is actually very important. When you are taken out of frequency, you have to become balanced again. And being balanced again means to be in the light and in the truth of who you are. To be in your integrity, we will say, is to be in your honor. And to be in your honor means how you conduct yourself, again, is in truth. Your honor is what you bring to each situation you are in.
We cannot be more mystical than this and you would like mysticism, but we are talking about how you deport yourself in every day work. “Where am I not in truth?” “Where am I not in honor?” Now the last one, we said, is love. “Where am I not in love?” When you are not in love, you are in fear. That is a fact and you understand it. But when you are in fear, you make excuses for it and it comes out in other ways. “I am not judging her, she needs to be told what’s right.” “I am not laughing at him, I am laughing at what he did.” Now you can lie to yourselves all you want to about what you bring to the table in any interaction you have, and then you can walk away with what you have brought. But that will be what you get.
You have a mission here. Each one present has sanctified themselves in one way by claiming their power as Word and then to walk around and pretend that you are something else, which is a lower frequency, does not herald good news.
Now we are not being critical per se. We are trying to instruct you in very specific things that will bring you into accord with your active self on a daily basis as Word. When you triumph in this frequency, you are always in your integrity, you are always in your honor and you are in your love because the frequency is this love we speak of, and you understand this.
Now to feel this, and it feels lovely, yes, is one thing. But to actualize it is something quite different. You can bathe in water, but you are not the water. You can bathe in love and be healed by the love, but deny that you are love through your engagement with your fears, with your resentments, with your judgments of others or you beliefs that anybody or anything could be separate from love. And we will give you an example: “Those people over there who are so wrong about what they believe in.” You get to feel better, you get to feel superior and you are also creating an imbalance in your own Divine Selfhood, your awareness of yourself through that interaction, in frequency. You actually have no right, at a certain level, to deny anyone their willingness to believe what they want to, because guess what everybody? If you do, then you are supporting them in denying you the same. Does this make sense to you?
Now some of these things, we understand, you scratch your head about. And you say, “Well, I’m not perfect and I know those people are stupid that believe this, or do that, or say this or that,” and you can feel that all you want to. It’s not that you are being held to a higher standard. You are the Creative Word coming into form. And what this really means to you is that what you create you bring forth in love.
If you want to bring forth things in fear or dishonor or out of a lack of integrity, you may do so, you are in free will. But then do not claim that you are doing anything other than you are doing. And we are telling this to each of you because you may get called on your behavior. Now this is not being perfect. We are not asking you to go celibate, or to stop thinking about sex, or to look at that person’s bottom in admiration, or think about cheating on your taxes. It’s how you act on these things, how you deport yourself in your integrity. And you are the one who goes to sleep with you at night. Nobody else does. Believe it or not, you are always by yourself in that regard.
Now trusting the self. Now this is very important. So many of the things that you say you do out of worry are really out of a lack of trust in the self. “Why would I lie about my job when I don’t have one?” “Because I don’t want them to laugh at me.” Well, you are judging yourself, first and foremost, but you also don’t believe that you are worth trusting. When you lie, you are not worth trusting. Do you understand this?
Now Paul has been told this before. In the last book we said there is no such thing as a white lie and this was accurate. We do not tell you to go blame people, or to hit them over the head with your truth. However, we are telling you this: When you are not trusting yourself, your worth, yourself as God, an aspect of the Creator in body, you start to make mistakes. Now we are knowing this. You are not there yet. “I cannot be held to standard where I cannot co-create in my daily life because I don’t know what you mean. How do I change?”
We will tell you how you change. It’s really very simple. You decide. You decide that you are worthy. You decide that you are in your integrity in all ways. And you comport yourself in your knowing of your honor, as it were. Do you understand what we are saying?
Now you say love. “How can I be in my love when I really can’t stand him? He hurt me so badly. How can I be in my love?” We understand these things. We don’t want you to pretend you are in your love when you are in your grief, when you are in your pain, when you have been harmed. We are not asking you to do that. But we are asking you to decide that you can be in your truth whatever it may be. And in fact, yes, we would prefer that you are angry and in your truth about your anger than you would fake it and pretend everything was fine, because then you don’t move the original energy.
Now we are not teaching you tonight about anything other than how you are, and how you interact with your lives. But we have to say this: This group wants to get big in frequency and in size. And those of you who have committed to this work are going to be held up as seen in your light. Now this does not mean you have to behave well, you have to act a certain way. It only means you take responsibility for who you are and how you are in truth. Period.
You have the option, each one present, of saying “no” any moment of the day. Your consciousness is created by you, informed by your choices and as you create you create your lives. If you do not want to be in high frequency nobody will make you. But don’t say, “I’m in high frequency” when you want to stab the bastard in the back who hurt your feelings, who made you feel low. Go to the place in yourself where the harm was taken in. Make a decision. “ I am in my knowing of myself as love,” and then ask the self, the true self that you are, what he needs, what she needs to bring you back into your awareness of yourself as the Christ, as the Word, as the Divine Self that you are.
We have said before that you cannot claim your divinity and deny your brother’s. You cannot do it. It is a lie. When you say, “She is less than I am,” “They have no right to this,” “He is wrong, because if he was right, I would have to be wrong,” then you are playing games with yourself. Now how do you motivate yourself to become congruent with this information? Decide. That’s all. Decide. When you decide, you create a shift in your frequency and your frequency will lift you and give you the opportunity you need to realign your energy field, those beliefs you have held that have kept back or in judgment of your brother. We promise you this.
Paul is wondering here in the background, “Well, what do we do when we think these things? How do we handle these things practically?” In fact, we have told you already. You decide. We say this to you: Your perceptions that you hold have been informed not only by you, but by your families, by your cultures, by your generation, by your families’ families’ families throughout time. You are in a game.
Now you can say the same thing for this group if you wish. You are all here and in concurrence with some of the information we are bringing through Paul. But you still have your wonders, “Will everybody get this?” Until you break out of the critical mass of wrong thinking that says it is okay to create harm, that it is okay to judge, it is not going to change.
The work we will do tonight is on you individually. But the real work that is happening tonight, and will continue to happen in this group. is the renunciation of pain in judgment, in fear, in anger and in all those things you use to keep you outside of yourselves in the light. You do this, you know, with a handshake, with an agreement to everyone and everything who says this cannot happen. “Man cannot be Christ.” “Man cannot arise into a vision of wonder and claim his humanity in his divinity, in the divinity you are.” You go into agreement that you are stuck, that the world is no good, that things will not change and then you create with that frequency. Everything is frequency.
Paul is turned into a channel at this time to bring through a certain frequency of the Christ vibration and the information that is in accordance with it. Each one of you has been attuned to it. That is the work of this group. This is not a playtime. This is the work of the group. If the group does this work, this group will become a responsible aspect of the Creator working towards love on a mass level. And we don’t say you personally. This group will become a cell in a larger frequency that will herald new love ascending to others. That is the job here. Choose it again, please. Choose it again as you come. Remember who you are. You are the Word.
We hope we have not taken up your time in ways that we are not helpful. But there come times and there have been in the past where we have to remind you of the importance of the work here. And claiming the work here and not bringing it out in your life, or using it to remind yourself that you may be better than somebody else is not going to support the work here at all.
You are all lovely beings. You are all very special as is everybody else on this plane. We are in love with you and with your brothers and with the ones you never want to lay eyes on again. Do you understand this? We are in love with them as well. So, we will work with you tonight as one unit in fragments and then bring you back into one group to support the healing that is required tonight.